Hi guys!

It's been a long time I haven't written here.

I went through a strange period...last July my high school experience came to an end. I had my final exam and got a great mark, 100/100. I thought I was finally free and defeated the most terrible monster....but then I realised I was completely wrong.

When you have to decide about your future you feel lost. You have to consider a million things, you're divided between what it's more logical and what you really want to do. I couldn't decide, and I spent my whole summer thinking, crying and changing idea everyday.

So I took a desperate decision: on monday I started with Architecture. I thought it was the compromise between my extremely rational mind and my creativity and need of art. But I must be honest, I'm not very happy about this compromise because drawing houses, plans, doing projects and drawing architecture stuff it's definitely not what I like and what I want to do in life. And if I have to study something I don't like, well better go studying medicine.

Anyway, I'm going to give it a try...who knows, maybe I'll change my mind.

Why have I annoyed you with this depressing story?
Well maybe just to justify my lack of updates here and to share my artistic dilemma. I'm sure other artists have gone through a similar story.
Or probably it's just me, I'm not brave enough!

So now I think I won't have much time left for the kind of drawings I love to death. I have a bunch of sketches but I always prefer to post here complete/coloured drawings. The problem is that I'm never able to finish them. It's so frustrating.

BTW I'm very excited about all the Bon Jovi things coming up in Bon Jovi world. Soon I'll be busy with getting tickets and making plans for tour time! Ahaha And I'll have even less time for drawings. D'OH.

Hope to post something soon.

Hugs to everyone!

Barby